| Location | Belfast Northern Ireland |
| Age | 36 years |
| Date of Birth | 11/1971 |
| Date of Death | 12/2007 |
| Visitors | 6,553 since 22/01/2008 |
| Creator |
Mark Samuel Swain died 27th Dec 07 aged 36. mark had a loving family and many friends.He lived and
worked in Belfast. Mark took his own life the day after boxing day he left behind a long term
partner and 4 lovely girls, Martina 14, rhonda 8 caitlin 7 and wee johneen 4. mark was a loving
partner and daddy. Mark me and the girls love and miss you with all of our hearts y didnt u feel u
could talk to me as u usually did ? we need you back you were the heart of r family we love you so
much . Mark also had a loving family his daddy bertie his mummy betty who mark is now in heaven with
he had 2 brothers stephen and samuel and 2 sisters debra and kim. he also had lots of nieces and
nephews who he luved very much.Every1 that knew mark loved him so much. Mark spent a lovely
christmas with me and the girls and i wish i had of knew how u were feeling on the night u left us.
Mark i know i could of helped you if you had of let me even when we argued and you stayed in your
daddys for a while you would of been down everyday and you werent happy till we were together again
you lived for ur family mark you were a brilliant daddy my partner and my best friend. Every night i
dream of you and i feel ur love all around me . You r luved and missed by so many mark xx
daddy i miss u with all my heart. its not the same without u. daddy im going to black pool soon hope u will be with us im realy afaid becouse people are slabbering agian i just cant belive its happeing to me and mummy and ma sisters youre ma 1 in a million miss u loads xx rhonda
Miss You Soo Muchh ! Havntt Been On Lis in a wilee , Myy Laptopp hass been Brokee:( .. Even If i dont Write on lis daddy ill stil always be thinkin of you no Matter what :( .. You were thee Bestt dad any1 in Liss world Could Have, Stil Keep Hinkin of At Nite ii Camee in n al The Kids were cryin , It wil Bee a Nite ill Never Forget cuz i Lostt soem1 Special n It was You .. Was Myy Birthdayy Thee Other dayy daddy i was 15 :O! When i was Openin myy Mummyy Card , Was jstt waitin Fur it til Say from Mummy n Daddy , But it Onlyy saidd Mumyy ! reallyy Cantt Believe Your Never Goin til Comee bck .. Lovee & Miss You So Much xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
This is for the family...x...x
We're a family who misses you
And finds time long since you went.
We think of you daily and hourly
But try to be brave and content
The tears that we shed are in silence
And we breathe a sigh of regret
For you are ours, and we remember
Though all the world forget.
Sorry I haven't been able to be on GTS for a while. Leading up to Kits 25th birthday celebrations felled me. I feel a little stronger at the moment...so I'm back.
Thank you for your support. I really appreciate you my GTS friend. Bless you x
Love Deb xx
missing you so much x
well love just thought since im sitting here thinking about you i would leave you a wee message, the kids are all doing well wee rhonda and caitlin are still seeing there councilors they talk about you everyday but i think they are coming along alrite. wee johneen was calling you baldy head today lol i had to laugh i asked her does she remember her daddy and she said yes hes baldy shes getting wose the older she gets she never stops cursing shes getting a real cheeky wee girl love shes isnt our baby girl any more shes had to do a bit of growing up over the last few months luv . im still sore and always seem to be sleeping the kids are having to look after themselves as i cant seem to keep my eyes open luv just so tired am going up to the docs in the morning was down at the lamp post last nite i just wanted to be close to you and have a wee chat with ya luv our rhonda was up at your grave today she left you some fresh flowers, i had a wee cry today luv just sat at the table crying am fed up with life mark nothing seems to be going well for me at the minam going now love its 11 oclock and the kids arnt in bed yet wee rhonda said to tell you nite nite and that she loves and misses u luv you always doreen xxxx
well love sorry havent been on this much but it dosnt mean that we arnt thinking of you as we all still think and talk about you every single day. its caitlins 8th birthday today love shes away to the pictures with her aunty rhonda i didnt get to bed this morning till 6 cause i was trying to put her birthday presant together it very nearly got threw out the window lol remember you on christmas eve taking a hammer to everything lol cause you couldnt get them up well thats the way i was last night luv. i got my letter yesterday for the bowel specialist so hopefully i will get sorted out luv am worried incase its anything serious but i wont know till i go to the appointment but hopefully you will make sure in ok am gona go to bed fora while luv am tired love you always doreen xxxx
why is it
Why is it the nicest people that I have ever known
Have lived lives of pain and heartache, suffered all alone
They shed countless tears in silence, had many sleepless nights
Aching in their hearts and minds, a life of sorry sights
They have wished that they could close their eyes and somehow disappear
And leave behind the torture, the sorrow and the fear.
They have prayed that they could fall asleep and never wake again
That's how people feel when alone with all their pain.
But somehow they came through it, and although they can't forget
It made them the nicest people that I have ever met.
They all have asked the question, why did God pick on me
What did I ever do to deserve such misery
While waiting for the answer, the vital missing link
Ask yourself these questions, then pause and have a think
Would your heart go out to others, the way it does today
If all this pain and suffering hadn't come your way
Would you be that special person,the one your friends have all admired
Would you have the understanding or the compassion you've acquired
Would you have the same maturity, integrity and self-esteem
If you hadn't tread the pathway to the places you have been.
There is more to pain and suffering than you or I can see
God is always trying to make us the best that we can be
We endure many days of sadness, troubles and despair
But no matter how alone we feel, help is always there.
We are guided through our misfortunes, encouraged day by day
We learn many valuable lessons, gaining strength along the way
His methods may be painful, sometimes hard to understand
But we always come through it, just as God had planned
So next time pain and suffering brings you within it's reach
Take comfort in the knowledge that it was you God chose to teach.
rainbow
When you think your road is rocky and a bit too steep to climb,
When you think your guardian angel needs to work some overtime,
When your personal jigsaw puzzle has some pieces that won't fit,
When life has no rhyme or reason and you can't make sense of it,
YOU NEED A RAINBOW When the clouds are dark and stormy
And have blocked the sunshine out, And perhaps you start to wonder
What this life is all about, When your trials and tribulations seem to be so hard to bear,
And it seems there is no justice anytime or anywhere, LOOK FOR YOUR RAINBOW
When the molehills seem like mountains and the obstacles are great,
When you feel so heavy laden and your worries just inflate,
When you can't see any ending to the problems that you face,
For they just keep on increasing and you need some breathing space,
PRAY FOR YOUR RAINBOW It may be you need to look a little higher than before,
Or perhaps a little further to see past the clouds once more.
But you'll know it's worth the effort when your rainbow you can see,
And you understand the love behind God's creativity,
SEARCH FOR YOUR RAINBOW
For your rainbow holds a promise that this turbulence will cease,
And your inner conflict will become, instead, deep inner peace.
But if, though searching, you can't find your rainbow at this time,
Until you can, I say with love, you're welcome to share mine
♥ We have loved you forever ♥
Do not search for us...we will find you.
Do not wait for us...we are here already.
Do not whisper your name...we know it well.
We have loved you forever and time will tell...
WE ARE YOUR GUARDIAN ANGELS...
Feel your Angel's presence near xx
well mark i really hope you had a nice fathers day love. i have had a terrible weekend down here, things are going bad since youve left us love. Martina was drunk on saturday night mark crying her heart out over you i think its finally hit her your not coming back she had us all in tears, im gona have to do something cause i dont want her to start drinking at 14 but the wee girls head is so mixed up wot do you expect? my mummy had a talk with her yesterday and so did may they have all told her you loved her and you wouldnt want to see her in the state she was in. I was up at the grave yesterday love left you some flowers from the kids wee caitlin and johneen wouldnt come up with me so martina and wee rhonda went up, i also brought them round to the lamp and put some flowers there as well mebby that wasnt the best thing to do with the kids but sure you know me never think untill i do things at least you know we think about and talk about you every day love, i am going round the doors later with martha we are trying to get the money to hire a van so the kids can have a bonfire for the 11th night my caitlin came in the other nite black she loves it right wee tomboy we have there mark well love am gona go get the kids there dinner on love you doreen xxx
thanks to everyone lighting marks candles and leaving tributes for him i really appreciate it xxx
thinking of u x
hi mark im so so sorry ive not been on here 4 a long time now but ur always in my thots , doreen misses u so much and so do the girls they all luv u dearly and wee rhonda is still taking all this really bad she has been thru so much my heart is breaking 4 her , doreens very strong she has 2 be strong 4 the girls tho they need her , she was at the hospital as shes not been 2 gud lately but i guess ul know that and i do believe ul be watching over her and keeping her right well i was talking to wee rhonda the other night on the fone and we speak online 2 , i bet u r soo proud of ur 4 daughters they r all so pretty and they r a credit 2 both u and doreen ,ive been thru wot doreens going thru and it still hurts years after it she will never get over this mark and no matter what she will always luv u from the bottom of her heart we speak on the fone quite often and i can tell by her voice wen shes having a bad day she is so lucky 2 have her precious sisters and her mum there 4 her as i kno how much they have done 4 her and being there wen she needs them i bet u were glad of the peace n quiet wen i wasnt on here lol as now im yapping to much lol just plz keep doreen strong im sure u will and wen shes having her bad days try n cheer her up with ur magical angel kisses have fun up there mark and remember even if im not on much ul always be in my thots xxx ni nite angel mark xxx
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