Mark Samuel Swain

i love you!

well daddy havnt been on this in a wile! but dont think we have forgotin about you :( Miss you so muchh. Just wish i could see you one last time. tell you how much i really love ya! didnt even get to say bye bye wish i could wake up one morning and for it all to be a big dream but i know its never goin to happenin ! hope you are stil watchin down on me + my sisters! we MISS you so much! your birthday soon , we wil get up to your grave with flowers! you are in a better place now buh cant wait til i see you again, just to gave ya a big hug n tel you how much i missed ya! you were 1 in a million, best daddy ever :( i love you! Rip daddy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Martina Kennedy (Daughter) October 16, 2009

mark xxx

Suicide - by Sharon Wheeler

If I could turn back the hands of time,
I would do it just for you.
Even if time stood still,
It’s something I would do.

Just one minute, just one second,
To say our last goodbyes.
I never got that chance at all,
That’s why these sore eyes cry.

Just to give you, one last hug,
And ask you to think again.
A problem shared, is a problem solved,
And can take away your pain.

If I could have helped you,
I would be the first in line,
I could have showed you so much love,
And say, things will turn out fine.

I wonder, would you have taken your life,
Or leaned on my shoulder to cry?
God, I wish, I could turn back the hands of time,
Instead of daily asking “Why?”

I know that you hit rock bottom,
But the way up was always there.
If “only” is a great big word,
Just like you knowing that ur family cared.

If ever we meet in heaven one day,
I will hold you real close to me,
And tell you that you broke many hearts,
The day that God set you free.

ur kids love you more than ever,
And just want to hold you tight,
For life was not as bad as it seems,
On that cold and windy night.

Lynne (Friend) October 15, 2009

angel xxx

angel xxx

x as all the angels lined up side by side x
x those heavenly gates they opened wide x
x for a special angel was on his way x
x that night god called mark away xx
x only the gud die young xx

Lynne (Friend) October 15, 2009

for u xxx

Gone are the days we used to share,
But in our hearts you are always there,
The gates of memory will never close,
We miss you more than anyone knows,
With tender love and deep regret,
We who love you will never forget.

Gone is the face we loved so dear
Silent is the voice we loved to hear.
Too far away for sight or speech,
But not too far for love to reach,
Sweet to remember them once here,
Who, though absent, is just as dear.

In all the world we shall not find
A heart so wonderfully kind,
So soft a voice, so sweet a smile,
Inspiration worthwhile;
A sympathy so sure, so deep
A love so beautiful to keep.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lynne (Friend) October 13, 2009

thinkin of u x

alright baldy lol , its jacqueline here ur fav wee sis in law , just thought id let u know that me ,mark and the kids all miss u loads and wish u were still here. collected wee johneen from school the other day and she had us in stitches reminding us about the time that u mark and r stuart broke the trampoline lol

nearly ur birthday ur girls will all be up at ur grave leaving u nice flowers, i,ll bring sum aswell and mark says he,ll have a wee pint of harp 4 u x

Rhonda Martin October 12, 2009

sweet dreams angel xx

well as i said hun im sorry i aint been on 4 a long while but had a lot going on in my life mate xx well had a great time over at urs and doreen and kids made us feel really welcome , it wud have been real nice to have met u mark xx i hope ur having a great time up there , i cudnt get away with wee johneen how much she looks like u lol we were watching a video wen the kiddies were born and there u were holding them and i was totally gobsmacked lol wen i looked at u then wee johneen ud think ud just spat her out lol lol they r all gorgeous kids but a just wanted to bring wee rhonda back home on the boat with me lol ach she a wee darling she really is , and ur caitlins just full of mischief lol she had me n mostly robert in stitches the whole time lol, he just kept winding her and ur wee niece nicole up lol they had a laugh , and martina she is great absolutley gorgeous i struggle to understand her tho lol she talks to fast 4 me lol ach well i suppose im boring u a bit here so id better let u get sum sleep hun and id better get sum myself so u take care up there and keep watching over all ur girls and family they all luv n miss u loads xxxx nite nite mark xxxx

Lynne (Friend) October 10, 2009

for u mark xxx

To everyone who knows me
As you stand there and watch me,
I wonder what you see?
You see me from the outside
Thats not the real me...

I go about my business
Turn up for work each day,
I try to be efficient
But my thoughts get in the way...

Sometimes you see me laughing
At funny times we share,
Sometimes you see me happy
As if I havent got a care...

But as you stand there and watch me
As I go about my day,
You see me from the outside
So what else can I say..?


I see me from the inside
My heart is split in two,
You go about so happily
I wish I could be like you!

For being on the inside
Of me with all my grief,
Makes getting up each morning
Harder than belief...

There are reasons to be happy
My family my health,
But im tired of being an actress...
I want to be myself!

When I see me from the inside
I see a big black hole,
Theres nothing there but darkness
No heart, no mind, no soul...

So as you stand there and watch me
Please just dont sympathise,
Try looking from the inside
Try looking through my eyes...

Lynne (Friend) October 10, 2009

ALWAYS IN MIND

⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰

Time has stood still for those who love you,
the grief is still fresh, their hearts are still blue.
Memories can ease pain but they never can fill,
the space that is left when they think of you still.

So stay near to those who miss you each day,
for they carry a sadness since you went away.
Send the strength to cope where others have tried,
and some love for their hearts that hurt deep inside.

⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰

Sweet dreams angel. Sending love to you and your loved ones.xxx

Debbie Fiancee Of Stephen Morrison (Friend) July 19, 2009

mark xx

⊱♥⊰ ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR... ⊱♥⊰~

The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
FLY HIGH ANGEL FLY xx

Lynne (Friend) July 14, 2009

mark xx

ჱܓ Memories are treasures, fragrant and sweet, to hold to cherish forever to keep, there is a link death cannot sever, remembrance lasts forever and ever ჱܓ xxx

Lynne (Friend) July 11, 2009