Mark Samuel Swain

1971 - 2007
LocationBelfast Northern Ireland
Age36 years
Date of Birth11/1971
Date of Death12/2007
Visitors6,462 since 22/01/2008
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Mark Samuel Swain died 27th Dec 07 aged 36. mark had a loving family and many friends.He lived and
worked in Belfast. Mark took his own life the day after boxing day he left behind a long term
partner and 4 lovely girls, Martina 14, rhonda 8 caitlin 7 and wee johneen 4. mark was a loving
partner and daddy. Mark me and the girls love and miss you with all of our hearts y didnt u feel u
could talk to me as u usually did ? we need you back you were the heart of r family we love you so
much . Mark also had a loving family his daddy bertie his mummy betty who mark is now in heaven with
he had 2 brothers stephen and samuel and 2 sisters debra and kim. he also had lots of nieces and
nephews who he luved very much.Every1 that knew mark loved him so much. Mark spent a lovely
christmas with me and the girls and i wish i had of knew how u were feeling on the night u left us.
Mark i know i could of helped you if you had of let me even when we argued and you stayed in your
daddys for a while you would of been down everyday and you werent happy till we were together again
you lived for ur family mark you were a brilliant daddy my partner and my best friend. Every night i
dream of you and i feel ur love all around me . You r luved and missed by so many mark xx


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Happy birthday!

wel was your birthday daddy sory wasnt on yeserday to tel you happy birthday , i really dont what to write it on website or say it til you when i no your nat there + cant answer back. i what to give you a big hug n give you your cards n sing happy birthday to you, like i used to do :( but awel i no that wil never happenin again! i miss you so much you were one in a million :) just sitin here listen to daddys little girl, listen to the bit wer it says about your daddy walkin you down the ile :( cant wait til the day i see you again wil b the bestest day of my life! il never stop talkin to ya. wil b telin you al the we storys about my sisters and little things that you have missed out on , like our birthdays anol :) n daddy hope you stil remeber al the we memory cus i wont forget them! me n natasha was down leaven flowers at the lampost on friday daddy there gorgous :O then rhonda and my granny was up at your grave on sunday leaven more flowers! im goin to go now , buh i love + miss you millions. Rip xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Martina Kennedy (Daughter) 5 days ago

luv always xxx

You may not think the world needed you, but it did. For you were unique: like no one that has ever been before or will come after. No one can speak with your voice; say your piece; smile your smile; or shine your light. No one can take your place for it was yours alone to fill. Because you are not here to shine your light, who knows how many travelers will lose their way as they try to pass by your empty place in the darkness xxxx

Lynne (Friend) 5 days ago

luv always x

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Our angels send us kisses from heaven above
They float down to earth with lots of love
The kisses they send us are filled with love
Especially from our angels above
So if you receive a kiss on your face
It's from your angel
That no one could replace
Just look up to the sky
And blow a kiss back
For your love for your angel
Shall never lack

Lynne (Friend) 2 weeks ago

thinking of u xxx

How We Survive

If we are fortunate,
we are given a warning.

If not,
there is only the sudden horror,
the wrench of being torn apart;
of being reminded
that nothing is permanent,
not even the ones we love,
the ones our lives revolve around.

Life is a fragile affair.
We are all dancing
on the edge of a precipice,
a dizzying cliff so high
we can't see the bottom.

One by one,
we lose those we love most
into the dark ravine.

So we must cherish them
without reservation.
Now.
Today.
This minute.
We will lose them
or they will lose us
someday.
This is certain.
There is no time for bickering.
And their loss
will leave a great pit in our hearts;
a pit we struggle to avoid
during the day
and fall into at night.

Some,
unable to accept this loss,
unable to determine
the worth of life without them,
jump into that black pit
spiritually or physically,
hoping to find them there.

And some survive
the shock,
the denial,
the horror,
the bargaining,
the barren, empty aching,
the unanswered prayers,
the sleepless nights
when their breath is crushed
under the weight of silence
and all that it means.

Somehow, some survive all that and,
like a flower opening after a storm,
they slowly begin to remember
the one they lost
in a different way...

The laughter,
the irrepressible spirit,
the generous heart,
the way their smile made them feel,
the encouragement they gave
even as their own dreams were dying.

And in time, they fill the pit
with other memories
the only memories that really matter.

We will still cry.
We will always cry.
But with loving reflection
more than hopeless longing.

And that is how we survive.
That is how the story should end.
That is how they would want it to be.

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Lynne (Friend) 2 weeks ago

luv to u always xxx

♥ `*•. 21st October 2009 ♥ `*•.

Forever In Our Hearts. ♥

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To all those who loved me
I sit and watch you still
Your still a part of my life
And i know you always will

Remember me with fondness
This is how i remember you
Smile when you think of me
As i smile when i think of you

Keep my memory in your heart
For one day we will meet
One day in the future
A promise i shall keep

I still love you-Always will
In my heart you'l always be
Just remember my promise
Together again-Just you wait and see

Lynne (Friend) 2 weeks ago

my daddy by wee rhonda

hiya daddy its me wee rhonda just want 2 tell u i love you so much and just wish u would come back 2 me its your birthday soon daddy and i miss you a lot i still write my poems for you im always fighting with my sisters and weejohneen was crying the orther night saying i wish my daddy was alive mummy had 2 speak to her up the stairs im going up to your grave soon with flowers daddy do you still watch me daddy did u see me fall in school ive hurt my leg and it was bleeding well i have to go now get dinner c u soon xxxxxx

Doreen (Daughter) 3 weeks ago

luv to u always xxxxxxx

Hello From Heaven
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It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...
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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realize...
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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
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Lynne (Friend) 3 weeks ago

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omg daddy i miss you so muchh! you were amazinn:O couldnt of got any better, hope you r stil watchin down on us , love you! rip xoxooxoxoxox

Martina Kennedy (Daughter) 3 weeks ago

mark xx

Sweetdreams XxXx

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Lynne (Friend) 3 weeks ago

i love you!

well daddy havnt been on this in a wile! but dont think we have forgotin about you :( Miss you so muchh. Just wish i could see you one last time. tell you how much i really love ya! didnt even get to say bye bye wish i could wake up one morning and for it all to be a big dream but i know its never goin to happenin ! hope you are stil watchin down on me + my sisters! we MISS you so much! your birthday soon , we wil get up to your grave with flowers! you are in a better place now buh cant wait til i see you again, just to gave ya a big hug n tel you how much i missed ya! you were 1 in a million, best daddy ever :( i love you! Rip daddy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Martina Kennedy (Daughter) 3 weeks ago
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